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We are one, and always be the one! Youre have a new life even a new girl, I can’t replace baby, baby youre the one who holdin my hands, even holdin my breath, till my last breath we always be the one! No one person who change you in my mind, because I seen you only in my dream, I couldn’t be the best for you, yeah I know, but why you can’t bring me a second chance? Why why? I know she is the best person in your live now, and she change my position! Haaa it’s was so hurt baby, if you were me, it was so deeply hurted! Haaaaaaa my mother said that I couldn’t have tears on a happiness of a person! I can’t, but I try! I trying baby, can you see me? It hurts baby!!!!!!!! But I trying to be a patient girl, sometimes I remmember a place that we have fun together, and I remmember how you kissed my eyebrow. I miss you baby, can you feel it same? Would you rememmber what a songs that you singing for me when I crying in your shoulder? I missed that! I rememmber when you teaching me to be a patient girl, I rememmber when you called me “amoy” “baby” “panda” and so on, I rememmber when you said “you are my little girl, and you always be my little girl baby” baby, youre a lots of me! But I left it! Miss miss miss!! I wrote this with my deeply hurted, and with my tears, my tears always run down if I rememmbering you! I think you know baby, for you, it’s over, but for me it’s not over! You broken all your promises to me! Why do you do this to me? These day aren’t easy anymore baby. Can you see me? I fight with every tears, I fight with every missed, I fight with a blame heart! I will fight to forever! I must win in this fight! Because I’m your little girl, and I promise, I always be your little girl! I’m fallin apart, don’t say this won’t last forever, don’t tell me that we would never be! Cause it’s not over :D you know what? After this, I had really hard to say “I love you” to another man! Because of you baby! I’m just a fool girl who can’t be moved! And yeah, I rememmber when you say “I was born to tell you I love you?” but? a…a… whaat? The hell yah! You know the song of simple plan? uhmm “your love is just a lie?” MATCH! Hehehe do you rememmber what I said? Hmm I said to you “if you have another woman, please didn’t hurt her, and if you broke my heart, you couldn’t broke her heart like you broke my heart!” I said that with my tears, right? And you said “NO baby NO! I didn’t mean to hurt your heart because I love you” HWAAAAA fuckfuckfuck! The words that you used to make me trusting you are “please trust me baby if you loved me” and now I answer that words hmm “I’m already trusted you, but why you left me like an orange’s skin? Haaa?” fuck you! And yeah, that is part of me, and fine, you can forget me, I can forget you, but we can’t forget our memories that we made in a past J