"Forever With You" (feat. Mya)

"Forever With You"
(feat. Mya)

Do you remember how we made it through the rain
Said together we'd remain, you and me, in love forever,
Never imagined we would go our separate ways
That my life would be a maze
Hoping to find you at the end

Can we just love again?
Kiss again?
I just wanna be us again
There's no reason to pretend
It's evident that I'm lost without your love
If we just hold each other close again
We can make it to the very end
Baby I will leave you never
I just wanna spend forever with you

How can I forget
Was when you came I knew for sure
What my heart was beating for
How could I take you for granted
And now that your gone
Every day is so unclear
I think I'm running out of tears
How can I get back to life with you're here with me

Can we just love again?
Kiss again?
I just wanna be us again
There's no reason to pretend
It's evident that I'm lost without your love
If we just hold each other close again
We can make it to the very end
Baby I will leave you never
I just wanna spend forever with you

If we give up our minds
And let the feeling that I have just take over
Maybe then we'll see
How this life should be
Before my heart
Falls apart
For you

Can we just love again?
Kiss again?
I just wanna be us again
There's no reason to pretend
It's evident that I'm lost without your love
If we just hold each other close again
We can make it to the very end
Baby I will leave you never
I just wanna spend forever with you

[Repeat]

:)

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We are one, and always be the one! Youre have a new life even a new girl, I can’t replace baby, baby youre the one who holdin my hands, even holdin my breath, till my last breath we always be the one! No one person who change you in my mind, because I seen you only in my dream, I couldn’t be the best for you, yeah I know, but why you can’t bring me a second chance? Why why? I know she is the best person in your live now, and she change my position! Haaa it’s was so hurt baby, if you were me, it was so deeply hurted! Haaaaaaa my mother said that I couldn’t have tears on a happiness of a person! I can’t, but I try! I trying baby, can you see me? It hurts baby!!!!!!!! But I trying to be a patient girl, sometimes I remmember a place that we have fun together, and I remmember how you kissed my eyebrow. I miss you baby, can you feel it same? Would you rememmber what a songs that you singing for me when I crying in your shoulder? I missed that! I rememmber when you teaching me to be a patient girl, I rememmber when you called me “amoy” “baby” “panda” and so on, I rememmber when you said “you are my little girl, and you always be my little girl baby” baby, youre a lots of me! But I left it! Miss miss miss!! I wrote this with my deeply hurted, and with my tears, my tears always run down if I rememmbering you! I think you know baby, for you, it’s over, but for me it’s not over! You broken all your promises to me! Why do you do this to me? These day aren’t easy anymore baby. Can you see me? I fight with every tears, I fight with every missed, I fight with a blame heart! I will fight to forever! I must win in this fight! Because I’m your little girl, and I promise, I always be your little girl! I’m fallin apart, don’t say this won’t last forever, don’t tell me that we would never be! Cause it’s not over :D you know what? After this, I had really hard to say “I love you” to another man! Because of you baby! I’m just a fool girl who can’t be moved! And yeah, I rememmber when you say “I was born to tell you I love you?” but? a…a… whaat? The hell yah! You know the song of simple plan? uhmm “your love is just a lie?” MATCH! Hehehe do you rememmber what I said? Hmm I said to you “if you have another woman, please didn’t hurt her, and if you broke my heart, you couldn’t broke her heart like you broke my heart!” I said that with my tears, right? And you said “NO baby NO! I didn’t mean to hurt your heart because I love you” HWAAAAA fuckfuckfuck! The words that you used to make me trusting you are “please trust me baby if you loved me” and now I answer that words hmm “I’m already trusted you, but why you left me like an orange’s skin? Haaa?” fuck you! And yeah, that is part of me, and fine, you can forget me, I can forget you, but we can’t forget our memories that we made in a past J

JS vs JG

heyyaaaa udah lama lo ga ketemu gua, haha

maklum berhubung i-net di cabut, dan sekrang bisa kepake, hehe

dari februari sampe mei love life gua berwarna lhoo,

hehe

mari saya ceritakan :)

tanggal 12 maret 2010 gua jadian dengan seseorang yang berinisial JS,

dari pas gua jadian gua ga cocok karena emang gua masih sayang sama mantan gua si JG,

nah gua putusin, abis itu dia ngajak balikan kan, yaudah deh gua terima, soalnya gua juga kayaknya bisa sayang sama si
JS, pas balika, 2minggu setelahnya gua udah sayaaaaaaaang bgt sama dia, tiba2 dia nyuekin gue, terus minta putus, DENGAN ALASAN BOSAN! MF bgt tu cowok! errrrrrrr -,- okey gua sedih sampe semingguan, nah pas disitu ternyata dia balikan sama mantannya yang udh jelas dia jelek2in mantannya itu di depan gue! dan itu semua BOHONG! MUNAFIK ABTG! dan tiba2 temennya si 'pacarnya mantan gue' itu NGAJAK RIBUT, gua ladenin deh, terus mereka lebay gitu kan ngata2in gue, haha gua di katain jablay, terus ABG LABIL *hey, semua ABG itu masih labil sayangss, BAHKAN COWOK LO MASIH SANGAT TERLALU LABIL* ngerti? gua dikatain alay, AMAJING bgt :P nah terus gua diemin deh, sampe akhirnya gua denger kabar mereka putus, haha peduli apa gue ama kalian?

tentang si JG nih, kalo lo denger lagunya ungu yang untukmu selamanya, nih gua kasih liriknya,

Tak pernah aku mengerti

Apa yang kini ku rasakan

Kegelisahan hatiku saat ini

Ku masih merindukanmu

Walaupun kini ku tlah bersamanya

Tak pernah mampu ku coba lupakanmu

reff:

Sungguh tak bisa

Ku mengganti dirimu dengan dirinya

Sungguh tak sanggup

Aku berpaling darimu

Sungguh tak bisa

Mencintainya tuk melupakanmu

Sungguh tak sanggup

Aku berpindah dari hatimu

repeat reff

haha ini lagu PAS banget buat si JG, waktu gua jadian gua selalu inget dia, gak selalu jg sih, gue udah sayaaaaang sama si JS tapi dianya jahat, hmm sekarang gua cuma bisa diem aja deh ngeliat lo haha JELEK SIH LO! :)

sebentar lagi bulan juni kan? lo inget gak? *ngapain juga gua ingetin* gua tau lo gak inget :) pasti ingetnya tanggal 15 mulu deh, haha yaialaaaaah

tp gpp gua relaa, kan udah let it go :)

gua cuma mau bilang, gua udah maafan sama saudara lo :)

ini yang kita mau dulu waktu kita jadian, sekarang udah lhoo, tapi gua tau keadaannya udah beda kok :) gue tau diri, maaf yah kalo gua di kelas ngeselin, dan ganggu lo, gua minta maaf bgt gara2 gue lu jadi ancur, gua cuma gak bisa bohongin diri gua sendiri JG, kalo lo itu... *LEBAY ABIS*

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letter to dad :)

it's been a year daddy,

i really really miss you

mommy said you are safe now, in beautiful place called HEAVEN

we have favorite dinner tonight, i act it all up even though i don't like carrots.

i learned how to swim this summer i can even open my eyes while i'm under water.

I even had to swim as you teach.

can't you see me?

Baby you're all that I want

When you're lying here in my arms

I'm finding it hard to believe we're in heaven

i started senior high school this year

I've started to grow, but without you

I was even able to rebuild the shattered my heart because I tried to fall in love, despite heavy but I try to cry alone in a room without you, although I want you next to me dad.

I can ride motorcycles without you sitting with me in the back.

can't you see me?

you're the greatest daddy!

i can swing on the swing by myself, even though i miss you pushing me

can't you see me?

i miss how you used to tickle me, tickle my belly, my belly hurts :(

i try not to cry, mommy say it's okay

i know you don't like when i cry

Now our dreams are coming true,

Through the good times and the bad

Yeah, I'll be standing there by you

you never wanted me to be sad,

i try daddy but it's hurts

is it true you're not coming home?

maybe someday?

i can visit you in heaven. okay?

love is all that I need

And I found it here in your heart

It isn't too hard to see we're in heaven

it's time for me to go bed

i sleep wiht the light on just in case you come home and kiss me good night.

i love you so much!

i miss you daddy!

TRUE SAVIOR "JESUS"

disini gw mau cerita tentang hal yang terjadi di kemaren malam, jadi gini, pas malem2 gue mau tidur, gw baca alkitab dulu kan, biasa kitab yang terfavorite dari yang favorite lainnya, ahah AMSAL :D

cinta bgt gue ama tuh kitab, hehe disitu gue dapetin petuah2 dan perintah tuhan yesus, ada salah satu nya yang gue bgt gni bunyinya

"janganlah engkau berkata: "aku akan membalas kejahatan," nantikanlah TUHAN, Ia akan menyelamatkan engkau."

AMSAL 20 : 22

nah itu dia, haha gue gak akan bales semua orang yang jahat sama gue, pas gue baca ayat itu, gw berdoa, gue minta Tuhan ampunin gue kalo emang gue punya niat balas dendam, disitu juga gue keluarin unek2 yang ada di hati gue dengan Tuhan, gak tau kenapa pas itu gue nangis, dan gue gak pernah nangis ampe segitunya, mata gue ga bisa kebuka sampe bener2 hati gue tenang, akhirnya pas udah tenang, gue tiduran, sumpah ! gue bener2 tenaaaang bgt sampe keesokan harinya, gue pas itu berdoa sampe merinding2 gue bener2 berdoa sama Tuhan, bisa dibilang curhat !

dan mulai sekarang, gue mencoba menyertakan Tuhan Yesus di dalam setiap langkah gue :) yang gue rasain tuh kayaknya cuma Dia yang bisa buat gue bener2 tenaaang yang curhat sampe segitunya, huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh TERIMA KASIH TUHAN :D

"let it go, vi"

gue : dia masih nyemok?

D : gak, katanya dia tobat gitu, gara2 "ceweknya"

gue : oh

D : gak tau yah dia serius ato gak, tapi menurut gw dia serus sama 'ceweknya'

gue : hoo, baguslah awas aja dia sampe nyakitin sahabat gue,

D : halaah, jangan muna ah

gue : ga lah !

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh lagi-lagi saya menceritakan tentangnya :( sedihnya huaaaah -,-

jujur nih ya, #frontal aja gue, ngeliat dia berdua tuh ada rasa seneng tapi ngenes, tapi di satu sisi senengnya bgtbgtan kalo ngeliat 'sahabat' (?) gw seneng, :D

haha pertanyaan yang gue tanyakan kepada teman sekelas gue, "sudah cukup tegarkah saya?"

mereka bilang, 'belum'

kata mereka gue senyum maksa, KATA NATASHA EVANTI BARBARA AMELIA ROVENA KOKANDRY APRILIA DEWANTI NABILA NATASHA sesenyumnya gue ttep aja gak bisa nutupin, GIMANA? saya sudah berusaha -,- gw gak mau jadi penghalang juga, seneng kok guee, seneeeeeeeeeeng bgt :) ihiiw,

PS : hey, lo ngerasain apa yg gue rasain dulu, serasa dunia milik berdua :) oia jangan sampe lo ngelakuin hal yang gue lakuin ke cowok lo yah, soalnya bakalan nyesel sama kaya gue sampe sekaraaaang, ahahah tanggal 30sept kalo gak salah, eh gatau deh, ahahha

mungkin gue gak akan bisa maafin dia 100 % ya karena banyak hal, tapi tanpa lu minta maaf ke gue, gue udah maafin kok, walaupun cuma 30% ahahha MAAFKAN SAYA !

L E T I T G O !

detik detik - val-day

hallo all, hari ini 13 02 10 gue nulis ni entri detik-detik val-day nih !

hehe jadi inget planing gw sama si 'monkey' ya begitu lah

dan yang zelaaaaaas besok tinggal tunggu status fb dari single to in a relationship !

terus gue berdoa deh ke makam papa, hehe doain si 'monkey' yang udah kenalan sama bokap walau di depan makam, ihihihi jadi inget ! (udah vi udah)

ahahaha

terus ke bogor nyari angpao, asiiiiiiik :DDD